What is new with me

So I have been so busy and stressed from life I haven’t updated lately. So I have been having sex for the first time in years with no pain. Well I guess I have been enjoying it to much and the other night ai tore really bad. I guess I don’t need surgery now because my boyfriend gave it to me for free. Still recovering. I am going to do last round of stem cells soon when we slow down a bit and another laser treatment.

Finally took an after photo

It has been a tough couple weeks but finally feeling better. Still think I need the surgery to remove the bands at opening but giving this vajay a break for awhile. I still have a small fissure which you can see in red but only hurts to touch not to pee. Over all I am happy now but won’t be doing the laser again on outside anytime soon again.